frustrated and angry

i feel like a failure when i entered 2eb.Aoran and Siyuan busy chit chatting away. Mei Xuan was like catching up with Janelle. guo long was laughing away with lucus. and yi zheng has her bk facing me while she was sharing a few laughs with vivien and wei ting. sakthis and kavi were restless. And some other people were yerning for toilet breaks. it took 20 minutes for us to go through the latchkey passage and i could see their bored to death faces staring back at me. De ju vu. this suddenly reminded me of the time i taught their predecessors, the older 2eb class where i had a similar mix of uniquely unsettling personalities like Michelle who sleeps 3/4 of my lessons and Rachel who was constantly in an emotional mood and shirmaine whose more engaged in socializing than learning. I think the reason why their English is still tragically bad is likely due to lousy foundations and lousy E-Lang teachers like me. I am glad that I will not be taking up 2eb next year when they promote to sec 3. They do need a better teacher to engage them in learning.

Let me drown in my own sorrow and leave me the hell alone!

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