Friday

Mid Year exams is in a weeks time. And then come the endless marking. I hope I have the mental strength to last that long.

I have not slept well for the past few nights. I am suffering from insomnia, anxiety attacks and constant headaches. I took the day off and went to the doc to fix myself up.
The doc made assumption and said that my insomnia could be caused by the stress at work. He asked me if I were truly stress in the office. In my mind I pictured myself clearing mine field and there was no certainty that I will survive the ordeal.

That is how negatively unpredictable work life is to me. How do I keep my head above water? Solution: Avoidance and more avoidance.

- When the boss makes mistakes, he has a million reasons to justify why his mistakes are genuinely correct and they are perpetrated and orchestrated.
- When you make the mistake, you are deemed as careless, lack of an eye for detail and you have the inability to follow simple instructions.
NOTE TO SELF: Always be the boss!